Depression Thesis Writing Essay On Art Paintings
Quitting is not an option, but I don't know how to pick my thesis up again and start writing.
Plus I'm crippled by the idea that I'll push myself to start working and it'll be a waste because they'll refuse my extended suspension and kick me out anyway.
And if it's any consolation I found someone else and I'm getting married again. My supervisor knows about my depression - he helped me to complete the suspension forms.
I'd also thought I'd never feel that way about anyone again and the fact is I won't: instead what I realized is that every time you fall in love it's different but it can be just as wonderful if not more so. To begin with he was supportive and tried to help, but I feel like for the past 6 months he's just washed his hands of me.
My suspension has ended and I've applied to extend it, but I'm so scared they won't approve any extra time, and I'll have wasted the 5 years I worked on the Ph D.
Even if the extension is approved, I'm scared that I'm still so depressed I can't focus on anything, and I still won't be able to write the thesis.
He knows exactly where you are now and I'm sure can keep loving you as a friend as he's doing now.
First I extended the Ph D, then I applied for a suspension because it was the only way to get extra time, and I still didn't get on with the work.
I just sat at home in the dark with the curtains shut and cried and saw nobody, I couldn't sleep or eat and I lost 2 stone in weight.
I feel terrible though, like I've let him down.
He's just frustrated and fed up with me now, as is everyone else.